Whats been going on with me

As I stated in my last post I have had a lot going on in my life as of late.  I am a 41 year old mother that is trying to get my degree in Medical Transcription so that I can add some much needed income to my family.  It discuss me and upsets me to no end that a family like mine can not find the help that we need.  They cut my sons medicate because as they said he aged out and the income requirements he did not meet.  Even though he is type I diabetic and has to have the medicines to live each day, "Its not medically based"  I was told by the social worker.  We have one income which is my husbands, and 6 kids and grandbaby that lives with us.  Two that are diabetic, and then my husband had surgery on his foot last month and is out of work, but we can't get help.  I makes me mad when I see others that are dishonest and play the system and get all the help in the world, but the ones like myself that really need the help that is doing the best they can, can't get any help or very little at all.  For a family of our size they give us 265 a month for food stamps.  This is awful, what has our world come too?  What happen to help your neighbor?  Why do we seem to not care about anyone but ourself?  These are the questions I would like for someone to answer for me.